Instead, do what the Bible tells you to do. Meditate on it.
Here’s a link to a short article that will tell you why and I couldn’t agree more. (Link)
And here is another brief meditation on the how the psalmsist views himself. He doesn’t see himself as someone who studies the word of God but as . . . (well, I’ll just let you read for yourself. Here’s the link. “The Self-Image of the Psalmist”